Hi God Almighty,
My son Lukas died this year : (
I am sad, sadder than a real mom should be as I didn’t cater to him a lot. This time I would know what not to do…I can’t get a ‘re-run’ but I can’t think of anything worse than this. He’s dead. He is DEAD, (I saw his cold and pale body in the coffin!!!).
How am I supposed to deal with this now?
Death comes as is scheduled and you can’t postpone it. There is nothing we go through that is an ‘accident’ at all…we all know it innately, but we can’t change anything, at all.
I am God, not you dearest.
I have you dearest, I have you.
(go and eat something and you’ll feel better)