Sadness Lingers (and other miseries of life…)!!

Hi God, it’s Mia,


Hi Mia, I haven’t heard from you for a while, what’s up ?? 

Hmm… my son died…I’ve been blue as hell…well, fat and blue! And tired, and cranky, and tired…and also settled…but mainly a bit ‘left overs of life’ kinda you know…sad…

Hell yea, I know whats up – your sad over your son right?

Well yeah, I mean, who wouldn’t be…

I’m not sad one single bit.

What? How can you say that…I’m sad as sad can be…

I’m not (say’s God and smiles a bit)…well how are you otherwise?

Well, what do you mean “otherwise”, is there any “wise” other than me being sad right here and right now?

Oh yea, there is – there is three “wises” in a man…one heart, one body and one mind…what’s your brain doing for instance…what’s it’s say on all this?

Hmm…interesting concept, I think it’s trying to resolve what’s next…(all the time actually) working like a maniac weighting options, resolutions, making changes, trying to learn from all this etc.

So a bit on the “overdrive” would you say?

A BIT yeah, a LOT actually (it’s too much actually, constant computing and changing course and…and…) yeah, overdrive is a good word to describe this stage..

And body?

Mmmm tired, kind of ill, I mean a bit sore and cranky (fever) and has a cold

Oh boy Mia, your’e sad – and nobody cares really right?

Yes, …your’e right. Maybe this is it…nobody actually cares…

When my son died, nobody actually cared either too much, just a few friends, and his mother obviously etc. but after centuries, well, perhaps even sooner, something happened. Somebody saw something strange, a few people got together and started churches for him, and so forth. A book was put together, and a lot else, now millions listen, and even more are interested. Don’t despair, nothing changes faster than an opinion that was wrong when a death certificate was handed over…nothing chooses so fast to think first before acting than a pro-drug use to a pro-sobriety, nothing changes so fast as a pro-me me me to a ‘fuck this shit’ your’e right after all mode when death reaps…we need death to live, and dying isn’t the end. So cheer up – in a year you’ll see, what’s up, but before then – trust in me. I know what I’m doing…; )

God Almighty


Teenagers and suicidality….

GOD, I’m so scared…teenagers today are taking drugs – some to kill themselves…downright only to – Kill Themselves?!? Even in our neighborhood here in super nice BC we are seeing this. Why? In heaven’s name, can’t you do something about this?


Hi Mia,

I’m sincerely concerned too…I think it’s due to the tendency of adults to put so much pressure on teens… 

The teenagers who aren’t evil aren’t good always either so they SHOULD know by now that dying means The End. If they don’t get this, they aren’t teens, (still babies) and teens are typically underutilized. Put them to work or something, make them survive on their own and live outside of their world for a simple reason of ME – GOD making decisions for them now. (Stay out of their hair I mean) and give them a go for THEIR money and don’t help at all. This gives a nice sense of worthiness for those “unworthy” teens who STRUGGLE so much. IF they have to live on their own they have to pay for it too (less use, more bussing to work) and they are mere teens not today but MINI adults at age 13 so believe me – teens ..hmph …they know man, they know!



Gods Love Towards Us…


I didn’t Love myself for years!

I am such a dumb person, a complete ass… such a bad bad bad person and I don’t like myself now. I am not liking myself now as I am not loving me at all…and I don’t like what I’ve done either. I am in ‘repair mode’ over me…In essence. I am AWARE, and I am also capable of taking heed now…this precedes a complete transformation I HOPE! I don’t like these things about me at all

God Responds (AGAlN!!! : 0 )   )

OK Mia, calm down, I know your kid is here…(that’s tough right!) and I know you moved, and I know your new to business in write-ups and I know, I know, I know (I Created You!) I KNOW you, will you please let me in now?? (knock knock…)…

  • hmmm… OK say’s Mia…OK then

Fine, call a friends kid over who is struggling and say, I need your help! (That always works, people LOVE to be asked right?)

  • Yes, I do…! : )

Well then, don’t hesitate, call for ‘help’ … as when you are helping out, you actually receive help, BUT, when you getting help for you, you actually are allowing for OTHERS to heal. THAT IS MY DESIGN ehem… say’s God, with a slight wink in his eye, “I did it to measure intents and give accordingly”. He says..”Isn’t that brilliant”!!!

Whoo Hoo…!! That’s why I’m GOD (and you’re NOT!)

GOD Almighty ; )

Drugs and death among youngsters in our society??

A Letter From God Almighty in Heaven…

Hi Mia,

I hear your son’s gone now, but don’t despair…

I have a plan.

a) take a hike

b) take a class

c) go for a swim in the pool somewhere

d) go and meet your friends in the  jazz dance classes and

c) take a long drive in the Valley thinking about him and his…

Upstairs at Gods house where God sits on His throne, there is NO Death whatsoever, nobody dies and there are no meals either…only sunshine and only peace and love – But, what you need to do for your budding enterprise is this:

a) stop lying to each other as we are all so small…

b) stop keeping secrets from each other as they kill innocent people even…

c) stop harbouring drug dealers as they are dirty scoundrels who deserve their faith and…




In GODS HANDS I lay my little one

he was so small inside and cried alone…he was a gentle, kind personality without an aim in life…

I laid him to rest on a Thursday in May, we kissed his cold cheeks goodbye and cried…all my life I had waited for him to pass on, as I knew his faith was the one I seek too…to die alone but peacefully. To die alone but peacefully, to be all about Love and not about fear, to be a comfortable cradle for dying arms and legs, to be a smoking alarm set too late, to be a live testimonial for wrong choices and life spent waiting for love.


I want to LIVE my LIFE as meant to be

as lively and alive as God made me


do I lull myself to sleep

I go FIGHTING the injustices of this world rather than fade away lulling myself to a zone unknown.

Mia Haavisto



My Heart yearns for yours Mia, my heart yearns,

why to blame yourself, your son is in good hands now…

speak about dangers of self-destructive behaviours and why? We are still a community of strangers, let’s make Friends out of Enemies by hugging and kissing them goodbye and always staying in touch.


GOD Almighty Lord of The Universe Joshua i.e Jesus



The life of a mother

Hi God, I am very tired. Very tired indeed. I have a teenage son. He is so different from my daughter to raise. I don’t know what to do next. He doesn’t listen to me at all. He’s just lounging in his bedroom and doing whatever he wants. Is this healthy?



Hi Hirado M.,

Don’t worry, just set boundaries. If this then that. And teenage boys differ very much from girls. Actually males do differ exceptionally from females generally. They thrive on challenges, not on ease, and if nothing challenges them they are limp as limp fish on the beach. I’m sure he’s normal. He is just going trough some hormonal changes and doesn’t like to be authorized. That’s a good sign by the way, and baby him never ever again. That kills manhood. Only charge him out of there if he’s not respectful.

Mom, don’t worry so much, let it be. I’ve got it ok!


Those teenagers I live with, man oh man… I can’t deal with their issues!!!

God, now I truly need your answers,

Why doesn’t my son clean up! Where is his house, is he thinking he is in a camp or something?


To adults blame entirely is bad, we all make mistakes when we rear kids, and it’s forgiven, but as soon as you gather yourself up, they take note. So don’t say to any teenager – don’t sit around a be messy, if you are, and if you aren’t then they aren’t either – in the long run. I promise. What is there (inside your heart) is also theirs. It’s all in the ‘air’ so to speak, and if the air is pure, and clean, they absorb it as well. Take care of yourself, and they will benefit. All teens do this by the way, and all teenage boys are a mess at times. Please forgive and forget but never say ‘you have a problem’ as it’s not his, it’s yours!


My teenager son is staying in his room, and stares at a screen a lot, is this dangerous?


Yes it is. It’s devils fare. It’s porn, it’s violence and satanic acts. It’s lovelessness, abandonment of tasks in favour of ‘leisure’, it’s sadistic violence without meaning. We care a lot about this up in the sky upstairs, we do care! And we say to parents of all teenagers on earth, don’t stop them from doing this but guard it, and save the preaching but take away appliances for dinner time and also for bedtime. It’s even in bedrooms, classrooms and their leisure time is gobbled up by it. Nobody gets better by tv and nobody gets more fit and happy by you tube. It’s all a substitute for living and when we loose our selves, as we do when we grow up without bodies nor even tasks, we loose our s o u l s! Danger! Danger! Danger!

Where you go with this now is this. Take away computers at meal times. Take away the phones at bed time. Start there. And if not, you loose eventually to a mean and sinister girl and boy who are intensely violent and also intensely sadistic as well as insensitive to emotions of humans.