Teenagers and suicidality….

GOD, I’m so scared…teenagers today are taking drugs – some to kill themselves…downright only to – Kill Themselves?!? Even in our neighborhood here in super nice BC we are seeing this. Why? In heaven’s name, can’t you do something about this?


Hi Mia,

I’m sincerely concerned too…I think it’s due to the tendency of adults to put so much pressure on teens… 

The teenagers who aren’t evil aren’t good always either so they SHOULD know by now that dying means The End. If they don’t get this, they aren’t teens, (still babies) and teens are typically underutilized. Put them to work or something, make them survive on their own and live outside of their world for a simple reason of ME – GOD making decisions for them now. (Stay out of their hair I mean) and give them a go for THEIR money and don’t help at all. This gives a nice sense of worthiness for those “unworthy” teens who STRUGGLE so much. IF they have to live on their own they have to pay for it too (less use, more bussing to work) and they are mere teens not today but MINI adults at age 13 so believe me – teens ..hmph …they know man, they know!



Gods Love Towards Us…


I didn’t Love myself for years!

I am such a dumb person, a complete ass… such a bad bad bad person and I don’t like myself now. I am not liking myself now as I am not loving me at all…and I don’t like what I’ve done either. I am in ‘repair mode’ over me…In essence. I am AWARE, and I am also capable of taking heed now…this precedes a complete transformation I HOPE! I don’t like these things about me at all

God Responds (AGAlN!!! : 0 )   )

OK Mia, calm down, I know your kid is here…(that’s tough right!) and I know you moved, and I know your new to business in write-ups and I know, I know, I know (I Created You!) I KNOW you, will you please let me in now?? (knock knock…)…

  • hmmm… OK say’s Mia…OK then

Fine, call a friends kid over who is struggling and say, I need your help! (That always works, people LOVE to be asked right?)

  • Yes, I do…! : )

Well then, don’t hesitate, call for ‘help’ … as when you are helping out, you actually receive help, BUT, when you getting help for you, you actually are allowing for OTHERS to heal. THAT IS MY DESIGN ehem… say’s God, with a slight wink in his eye, “I did it to measure intents and give accordingly”. He says..”Isn’t that brilliant”!!!

Whoo Hoo…!! That’s why I’m GOD (and you’re NOT!)

GOD Almighty ; )

When an “addicted person” dies…

Hi God Almighty,

My son Lukas died this year : (

I am sad, sadder than a real mom should be as I didn’t cater to him a lot. This time I would know what not to do…I can’t get a ‘re-run’ but I can’t think of anything worse than this. He’s dead. He is DEAD, (I saw his cold and pale body in the coffin!!!).

How am I supposed to deal with this now?

Hi Mia,


Death comes as is scheduled and you can’t postpone it. There is nothing we go through that is an ‘accident’ at all…we all know it innately, but we can’t change anything, at all.

I am God, not you dearest.

I have you dearest, I have you.

(go and eat something and you’ll feel better)


Death and dying alone…

Loving God Almighty,

I have lost a soul so dear to me that I cry alone, all the time…a lot of the time I am home

and arrange my paperwork or jus stare…

most of the time I cry and lament on my faith alone…what shall I do?? I cry alone, what could I do to be so sad is heart breaking and very sad and so sad and and and…(sobs…)

God Says…

Aww Mia, are you so sad that your son is in heaven now?? Why not tell someone who isn’t there that they shouldn’t be arguing with you and telling you what to do next…why not just argue over nothing with nobody as you are…like this. “I should have gone there…! Aaarrgg…and replying “Yes you should you idiot!”, “You are a scum bag, why didn’t you know this in advance!!” and so on (this has been going on now for years I think, you self blaming instead of being married or someone “special” with somebody…who COULD actually tell you something, but nobody does! Why? Because there is NOTHING TO SAY you IDIOT! (Now I’m getting mad here in heaven so…so…SORRY) …I’m hoping you take this advice.

Go talk to someone, like your ex husband told you to do…: ( and do it soon! Take a hike like I said or go swimming…and tell people that you love it here where you are currently and tell people and “Yadi Yadi Yadaaa…” well said. Whatever. I say to you, IF you believe in me At All! You stop this shitting all over others and self and start saying to me “Your Will Has Been Done, he’s at peace and harmony with yourself and others and I am grieving as I miss his physicality and obviously his silly laughs and joking and being there, but that is just a natural thing to do!” This will elevate your joy as you see other kids playing outside and enjoying themselves somedays we cry, and somedays we are happy. Period. I am God and I do what I want, but I am ALWAYS RIGHT when I take someone as they completed their work here on earth. Completely. Nobody is alone and at this I mean, NOBODY ever is ALONE. I am always there with you so silly Mia, stop this ridiculousness and be happy that you are alive and well and have friendships too.

Alone – phew, what have I said for millions of times over and over, I never leave, I am always PRESENT, even in sorrow.



Drugs and death among youngsters in our society??

A Letter From God Almighty in Heaven…

Hi Mia,

I hear your son’s gone now, but don’t despair…

I have a plan.

a) take a hike

b) take a class

c) go for a swim in the pool somewhere

d) go and meet your friends in the  jazz dance classes and

c) take a long drive in the Valley thinking about him and his…

Upstairs at Gods house where God sits on His throne, there is NO Death whatsoever, nobody dies and there are no meals either…only sunshine and only peace and love – But, what you need to do for your budding enterprise is this:

a) stop lying to each other as we are all so small…

b) stop keeping secrets from each other as they kill innocent people even…

c) stop harbouring drug dealers as they are dirty scoundrels who deserve their faith and…




In GODS HANDS I lay my little one

he was so small inside and cried alone…he was a gentle, kind personality without an aim in life…

I laid him to rest on a Thursday in May, we kissed his cold cheeks goodbye and cried…all my life I had waited for him to pass on, as I knew his faith was the one I seek too…to die alone but peacefully. To die alone but peacefully, to be all about Love and not about fear, to be a comfortable cradle for dying arms and legs, to be a smoking alarm set too late, to be a live testimonial for wrong choices and life spent waiting for love.


I want to LIVE my LIFE as meant to be

as lively and alive as God made me


do I lull myself to sleep

I go FIGHTING the injustices of this world rather than fade away lulling myself to a zone unknown.

Mia Haavisto



My Heart yearns for yours Mia, my heart yearns,

why to blame yourself, your son is in good hands now…

speak about dangers of self-destructive behaviours and why? We are still a community of strangers, let’s make Friends out of Enemies by hugging and kissing them goodbye and always staying in touch.


GOD Almighty Lord of The Universe Joshua i.e Jesus



The pennies and cents…

Uh I’m so tired!! I am exhausted!

Lord Almighty I may say, I feel SPENT. What is this about!

God Answers…

I hope u didn’t get the exhaustion fumes! Here in the city we don’t breathe, we are abused by lack of oxygen in the Air!

The reason we’re tired in the downtown core isn’t all about traffic, and congestion…We had “traffic” in the olden day’s – the golden day’s you may feel, but it was HELL on earth really, donkeys, musty strangers etc. but NO exhaustion. Never “exhausted” like today, guess what sweety pie…it’s IN THE AIR…Love IS in the AIR like they say. If it smells sweet, it’s ME – say’s GOD, and if it smells SOUR, it’s SULPHUR and it’s guess what  – you KNEW it!!

Sorry to speak about this now when you’re just about to commit to a downtown core living situation right?

Abuse NOT your lungs anymore, but drive away, asap.


Here the picture perfect BC in Air Quality terms (above)

The issue with Love…

Love first right?

say’s Mia smiling – Always Love first right God??

“Always Love Mia, always love, as when you choose by ME – say’s GOD

you always win BIG TIME…; )

All we need is LOVE, the Beatles sing but I still want to add this…

All we need is  LOVE BIG TIME, the self-sacrificing Love, the kind of LOVE that needs nothing for self at all, that way you win biggest.

Try that for a change…always love Me more than you love yourself, and love love more than anything. Love love. Make Love your God and you are onto something big ..