Gods Love Towards Us…


I didn’t Love myself for years!

I am such a dumb person, a complete ass… such a bad bad bad person and I don’t like myself now. I am not liking myself now as I am not loving me at all…and I don’t like what I’ve done either. I am in ‘repair mode’ over me…In essence. I am AWARE, and I am also capable of taking heed now…this precedes a complete transformation I HOPE! I don’t like these things about me at all

God Responds (AGAlN!!! : 0 )   )

OK Mia, calm down, I know your kid is here…(that’s tough right!) and I know you moved, and I know your new to business in write-ups and I know, I know, I know (I Created You!) I KNOW you, will you please let me in now?? (knock knock…)…

  • hmmm… OK say’s Mia…OK then

Fine, call a friends kid over who is struggling and say, I need your help! (That always works, people LOVE to be asked right?)

  • Yes, I do…! : )

Well then, don’t hesitate, call for ‘help’ … as when you are helping out, you actually receive help, BUT, when you getting help for you, you actually are allowing for OTHERS to heal. THAT IS MY DESIGN ehem… say’s God, with a slight wink in his eye, “I did it to measure intents and give accordingly”. He says..”Isn’t that brilliant”!!!

Whoo Hoo…!! That’s why I’m GOD (and you’re NOT!)

GOD Almighty ; )

Death and dying alone…

Loving God Almighty,

I have lost a soul so dear to me that I cry alone, all the time…a lot of the time I am home

and arrange my paperwork or jus stare…

most of the time I cry and lament on my faith alone…what shall I do?? I cry alone, what could I do to be so sad is heart breaking and very sad and so sad and and and…(sobs…)

God Says…

Aww Mia, are you so sad that your son is in heaven now?? Why not tell someone who isn’t there that they shouldn’t be arguing with you and telling you what to do next…why not just argue over nothing with nobody as you are…like this. “I should have gone there…! Aaarrgg…and replying “Yes you should you idiot!”, “You are a scum bag, why didn’t you know this in advance!!” and so on (this has been going on now for years I think, you self blaming instead of being married or someone “special” with somebody…who COULD actually tell you something, but nobody does! Why? Because there is NOTHING TO SAY you IDIOT! (Now I’m getting mad here in heaven so…so…SORRY) …I’m hoping you take this advice.

Go talk to someone, like your ex husband told you to do…: ( and do it soon! Take a hike like I said or go swimming…and tell people that you love it here where you are currently and tell people and “Yadi Yadi Yadaaa…” well said. Whatever. I say to you, IF you believe in me At All! You stop this shitting all over others and self and start saying to me “Your Will Has Been Done, he’s at peace and harmony with yourself and others and I am grieving as I miss his physicality and obviously his silly laughs and joking and being there, but that is just a natural thing to do!” This will elevate your joy as you see other kids playing outside and enjoying themselves somedays we cry, and somedays we are happy. Period. I am God and I do what I want, but I am ALWAYS RIGHT when I take someone as they completed their work here on earth. Completely. Nobody is alone and at this I mean, NOBODY ever is ALONE. I am always there with you so silly Mia, stop this ridiculousness and be happy that you are alive and well and have friendships too.

Alone – phew, what have I said for millions of times over and over, I never leave, I am always PRESENT, even in sorrow.



The issue with Love…

Love first right?

say’s Mia smiling – Always Love first right God??

“Always Love Mia, always love, as when you choose by ME – say’s GOD

you always win BIG TIME…; )

All we need is LOVE, the Beatles sing but I still want to add this…

All we need is  LOVE BIG TIME, the self-sacrificing Love, the kind of LOVE that needs nothing for self at all, that way you win biggest.

Try that for a change…always love Me more than you love yourself, and love love more than anything. Love love. Make Love your God and you are onto something big ..


Horses and Addictions

Hello God Almighty,

I hope this isn’t too late…but I hope to help addicts too, and horses are supposed to be extra good at this work. How does a horse help an addict exactly? How? Why? (And so on…)


Hi Mia…Hi there…

I’m sure you know already, you don’t say…

  • Thrills, ‘kicks’ ahem…no pun intended here and also physical exhaustion but something else too…I don’t know.  What is it?

The reason a Horse isn’t just any animal for this is simply this.

They are poetic and free.

The addiction ‘kinda’ mirrors something like that (and it’s also a bit dangerous at some level also) just like any Heroin ride… you never know if you are emerging from it alive or something like that and also…the life is so ‘edgy’ with a horse.

The horsemanship however requires sobriety. They  – addicts – don’t know it but once there, you can’t smell of booze nor cigars, …nor other substances ’cause the horse KNOWS that you aren’t there for its need for a leader.. then it can kick,  may runs away etc. So there.

Double whammy. All or nothing ride for a lifestyle change right there. So either

you ride and experience similar (or better) ‘kicks’ via horsemanship, or…

you die trying…eheheh…

I love extremes up here…makes people think!

God Almighty


The Friendships that last

Hi God,

I have trouble with friendships, I don’t like female friends…what’s up with me?? I can’t stand ‘female chatter’ and I am not able to relate…what’s wrong?? God – help me here!


God Speaks…

Ahem, Mia, r u ready to share this with the whole world here?

If u r then let’s go ahead. Ahem. You are taking care of men, that’s your work. As a God, I decided this already when u were in the womb so to speak, you are ‘knitted’ to perfection. Don’t worry about it. Do as you are. Men are your best friends…so what? Where’s the problem with that?? IF I were a female in the world’, which I’m not!! But IF…let’s assume for a second here…I could KILL for this option…as in ..fine.. a VAMP (past tense here as is 50+ today! But still ok looking ; ) ) and a ladies man. What’s lacking…as a “ladies man” inside, you can take on anyone so what’s the complaint exactly?? 

For all those females out there who don’t fall into the “norm”, where is the grand in normality ANYWAY


Who’s your friends???

Hi God,

Who’s a best friend for ME?

I often see others to help out and so on and I don’t know what to do, am I alone in this world? Who’s there for ME??? : (


Hi little one,

Well do you offer friendships anything other than helping others,…what about fun?  Are you always whining and complaining about your situation (no matter how good it is) and are you happy? I do recall that in the past you offered friends nothing but misery and whining…so – they left. Well, today is different, you offer a listening ear and a hug. That’s a start.

Keep it up!


PS: Friends are like Jewels that get brighter by the day (if you polish them and keep them secret until the day comes to shine brighter than the stars wearing them proudly) – don’t brag but keep intact, especially if precious!

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Art that isn’t published isn’t art, it’s a start…

HI God,

I’m a nit picker by nature, and I like to just well..nitpick around all days, at times. And at other times I do a lot in one or two days, then I get tired. What am I really? A lazy person with spurts of energy OR a normal person with lazy spells?

I could be lazy or an ‘artist’ or what? Or is this type of industriousness that lasts 24/7 for three days and sleepless nights accompanying ‘normal’? What do you say, the Lord of the Universe?


Hi, I think you think too much,

do what you do and be fine with it. There is no must nor schedule for writing but there is one thing you don’t know yet about.

Published art is art. The writers who stay inside not sharing aren’t writing, they are ‘scribblers’ and they don’t artist labels carry well. They are shy and insecure so get outside of your comfort zone and send out some notes today even!

The art that isn’t art is just a start!

; )


God Almighty

True contrition to sin…what is it?

Hi, Mia here…I love Catholicism, I like it a lot! I love Jesus, he appeared to me there!! Oh so niiiceee…I love the sins and confessing them off…

What!!! Why do you love sinning???

—how did I say that? I don’t love sinning?? I love to be aware of sins to get rid of them…

Why are you so aware of yourself sinning Hirado M?

–maybe not focusing, but just being aware of, so I can get the ‘smut’ cleaned up from my system

Catholics like to confess right, that’s what you want right? Ya? Hirado? Are you there HIRADO?

—Ya, I LOVE confession, it’s so ‘smut clearing’, I feel lighter and happier instantly!

(But I don’t, say’s Jeshua, it’s on me now, instantly as you say this…auuch, another thorn again.

But not to worry, I do my job, as always…it’s my Fathers will)..

No Work No Fun right? Mia.

—ehem, right (I’m a Lutheran since birth practically so it’s in the systematic upbringing of ‘you are evil, confess it)

I know, I created Lutherans as well, they aren’t evil, they think evil as they do all kindness, sometimes… as a cover I mean…

—Mom won’t be happy hearing that I’m sure!!

Sorry, your mother isn’t evil, I thought you said that way back…

—ehem,, ya..maybe a bit sinister, that’s all…but anyway back to me of course (self focus again here manifesting)..

But you are the SAME – self-centred as Fabio, (or someone else in focus for beauty)

—jai jai ouch.. : (

OK well done, you confessed from the heart now. Don’t blame others before the logs are out (of your eyes says son here!)

My work says, don’t judge. Don’t condemn and don’t sin right?

—-Yes Lord!

Soldiering there on.. so don’t do it. Don’t swear isn’t in the ten commandments but the 10 is a must ok! If you sin against these three – There is no other God, don’t keep idols, don’t blaspheme Me nor swear on God’s name etc. there. STOP IT!


Well then, what else do you do then?

–like smoking, ya know, swearing, that kind of shit … oops! : – 0 You see what I mean though right? I don’t want to sin but I swear and shit..oopsie again…sorry God

That is a forgivable sin but NOT under my name ok?

Don’t say for instance “I swear to ___God’s name here…” etc.

—OK…! And…?

Assuming your daughter reads this later, we call all Angels and Saints now who n e v e r blaspheme Me! OK! OK  !!!?

–sure (now even more subdued)

Like this right?

–it feels yucky…icky even

That’s sin, it’s coming out of you now, so how do you like THAT now?? : )

–hmm, it’s icky and sticky somehow, is it over yet?

Noooooo … just starting… let’s go on later then ok

—Thanks God


“Thanks be to Lord Jesus Christ!”

Mia Haavisto (and GOD)